When I was 8 my older sister told me that MY best friend told HER that she “didn’t like me anymore and was just being my friend out of pity and she felt too bad to tell me.” It was a lie. It devastated me. I stopped talking to my friend for a while at the time. Despite that me and my friend managed to become friends again and stay friends til this day and it’s been 11 years but because she said that I can’t shake this feeling of impending doom every time I form a friendship. I’m such a jealous friend and I get upset just seeing my friend talk to other people and I know that’s stupid and unfair. And whenever she doesn’t talk to me for a little while I just feel like she hates me. I can take one day but after two days I already start to feel worried I did something wrong and because we can only talk online these days it happens more often and it scares me. I never talked about this with her until recently and she tried to reassure me but it never works. My sister claims she never said it