Lately I've been feeling like shit. I'm currently 16 and entering junior year, yet I still don't know what to do. I'm not particularly good at anything, and frankly, I'm quite the crybaby. More like I'm very sensitive to change and such. Anyway, growing up in this world is hard. I have a hard time going to school because of my anxiety, a schedule change is enough to put me to tears. Having to get comfortable all over again is hard for me, and I hate being that pathetic. Even the counselors look at me like I'm such a burden, I guess I understand though. I do overthink, and while I don't cry a lot, I cry and panic when changes like this happen and that's enough to be considered a lot. Im aware this is pathetic, and it makes me seem weak. I want to be better, I tell myself I won't cry this time. That never lasts though. I have a lot more to say but due to the words limit, this is all I have for right now.