Depressed Pan here! The only ways I can kill myself is choking my using my hands or starving myself. Which would take so much time! Also, if you would like to chat with me in a public venting chat, I am normally in VentSpace, my username is Pansexual Baddie<3 I will be in chat room 2, I will join in a few minutes, so you may go wait for me. Depressed Pan out!