I hate being trans. I hate periods. I'm bleeding right now and I fucking hate it. Other boys don't get them. I hate it so bad. It hurts so much when I see blood knowing it means I'm a "real woman" or whatever. I look male and most people assume I am but sometimes I don't feel male at all. Especially when I bleed. I can't tell most of my school friends because I already get picked on and called gay or zesty or worse which I can't say. I want it to go away. I'm too young for medication but then I'm old even to bleed and even get pregnant if someone tried to. (I'm not and no one has tried to which I'm glad obviously) I wish it could all go away. My b00bs, my privates, my periods. I hate it all.