i wish i was the type to make friends and maintain them. about a year ago i became friends with someone through a mutual on tiktok and we would call sometimes and play games together and they were pretty nice overall. then one month i just started losing my mind to the monotony that i’ve been looped in for what feels like the past 8 years. i freaked out on them and basically told them i hated them for everything they were and we haven’t talked since. i still have their accounts added on my socials but i’m too afraid of saying sorry because they might freak out at me in return.