I'm gay. I've known since 12-13 and i'm scared that i'll never find actual love. Because the actual love i've had was only based on appearance. I am scared i'll never fall in love and can't love someone like a normal person. I've always felt like other people around me are different. I'm scared that i'll never have true love. Fall in love with people for no reason. I'm not desperate for love. I know i'm still young but based on what other people feel at my age, i feel like i'm missing out. I don't want to never have a boyfriend or a husband. I'm just scared that i will die alone. That was a bit too harsh, but it's true. I want to experience true love one day and it just feels impossible :(
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