Junior year is so lonely. Everyone has established friend groups in class and I'm trying my best to be likable and social, but it gets so tiring pretending like that and getting no results and people are starting to think that I'm a pick me (or atleast I think so). What hurts more is seeing that popular girl who spread rumors abt me, getting so many people to come up to her and hogging all the girls I wanna be friends with. It's so hard for me to find friends that I actually like being around and I hate how I have to keep up appearances like this. I hope it changes soon and I'll try improving this though I think its least likely to happen