Rant #9327

I wanna be loved. Im so sick of feeling alone in this world. I'm not the greatest guy around. I'm an asshole, I screw up a lot and I don't have a lot of confidence or much to offer. But I just wanna find someone who loves me for me and can help me give me that little push everyday to do better and make me feel like i can do it. I'm terrified of just dying all alone not being able to hold someone at night or even start a family. I don't wanna die alone