omg, i'm kinda tired of feeling manipulated or looked down upon on. in church, i was sitting down minding my own buisness, before two "sisters" came over to say hi to my mom but than this lady who we'll call Emma, starting talking with this other lady called Sylvia. (she's actually a youth leader and she's in her 20's). But anyways. When they came over to talk in front of me for some reason, Emma looked at Sylvia and said, "OMG YOUR SO PRETTY and THIN. You remind me of my grandaughter." Now i'm a literal teenager. And i'm not a skinny one. I'm a chubby one, which tbh i don't really care that she called her "thin" and pretty, because she is thin and pretty. It's just the way they were litteraly almost in front of me SAYING IT IN MY FACE, like saying i look so ugly and what not, it's so fucking annoying. AND IN FUCKING CHURCH?! HELLO?! I'm starting to believe church is just somewhere that is for GOD'S FAVORITES. Don't understand why I'm even in this religion.