I never felt I hv a family , my mother is a housekeeper more than a mom , she failed as a mother , she never encourages me , she cares a lot abt ppl's opinions , never understood that I'm another person with others opinions n dreams n style , tried my whole life to make me wear like she want , make my hair like she want , choose the field she want , get engaged in the age she want w the type of man she want , be the "perfect girl " who cleans n cooks n never says no , always be the first at school college , don't defend my rights bc I'm a girl n they will hurt me if I defend my self even by words , choose a classic job that is adequat to women n doesn't need more than 3 years of studying in college , master ! noo , doctorat ! nooo , you want to stay single all ur life ! + ur a burden u should hv started working from years now n helping us n hv kids , hobbies ! bullshit , violin ! drawing ! music ! singing ! low ur voice , u should put makeup even if u don't want to ..