this guy i was getting close to as a friend js stopped engaging with me last time we hung out. i was thinking abt expressing interest in dating, but instead the way he was js glued to his phone and not asking me questions made me feel like shit. i js left and i've felt depressed since. today i js decided not to show up for my part-time job, so we'll see if i get fired. i feel like i have nothing to live for right now, and i just cope by bingeeating and surfing the internet. already, i have gained 5 lbs in 3 days. i am wallowing in self-pity and loathing. i don't care if i sound like a loser; i know i am one.
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