The hardest part of my life is having a suicidal best friend, she complains all the time. She made me kind of suicidal which is what's hard. I have 3 younger siblings; I can't do this to them. Maybe when I'm older... Tell me if you relate... No death threats please... I'm 11 with 3 friends. I'm depressed, but I can fake smile. Don't call me a pick-me. That's messed up. If you do F*ck off, you're a b!tch if you call other people names unless they approve of it.