I hate my ex for the SA. I hate my friends dad for grooming me. I hate the girl that SA me,I hate the guy best friend that SA me too. I hate the other ex that SA my friend. But most importantly l hate myself, for not being able to heal and look down there bc of how ashamed l am. I feel disgusting without my clothes and SH to let out my anger, have a pain l can control bc pain lingers around my body all day. I hate the person l am today. This summer was supposed to be amazing but ive been struggling to get out of bed for the past few weeks. Why did the people that hurt me get the good life? Get what they wanted? Why couldnt l get that? Why do l have to take their pain they forced themselves on me and live with that for the rest of my life.
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