Rant #9116

I want to. I want to actually understand, why I act the way I do. i see no reason for me...

genuinely what do i do with my life now

im so tired when is this finally going to end

am i even feeling this hopeless for real or im faking it? i can't believe myself anymore a...

i feel like my head is about to explode

i got so used to being ignored that i no longer care if people ignored me or not