Rant #9105

I feel fundamentally flawed from the start. I managed to stumble into a porn addiction at a young age and I’ve been dealing with it for 7 years. I want to change, I want my dopamine back, but I can’t bring myself to do it because it’s making me stop doing things I enjoy in order to get the dopamine back. It feels so unfair And now I’m worried the porn rabbit hole got me into finding things normal and being desensitized to stuff.