my ex just blocked me today. i miss him but i dont at the same time. he wasnt a great boyfriend, everytime i would vent to him he would tell his friends and stuff like that. i then broke up with him after a month, i sent him a big paragraph saying like im sorry and im just dealing with a lot right now and my mental health, he read it and ignored it. made me feel worthless and what if he showed his friends and they laughed about it?? idk what to do