I'd feel like I've had suicide running after me. I'd vent somewhere before my friend ruined me. Me to my friends. To everyone I knew online. Well almost everyone. Then it caught up to me. I'd didn't want to get treated like a baby. Os I've kept to myself for a few months, I felt so naive, Why was I acting like it was okay the first time... I'm staying, I hope nothing makes me feel like I'd never want to come back to this earth, I hope,