i don't want to live but most of the time in night i can't bring myself to sleep because i think i will die, it's so weird and idk what do i want. im just really scared of uncertainty i don't know what is going to happen after death the thought of not knowing just scares me and this might sound stupid but im an overthinker i always think about what if people thought i died but i actually didn't and got buried alive I HATE MY BRAIN ITS MY BIGGEST FUCKING ENEMY.