my dad is always yelling at me and one day i said something he did was stupid because he always calls me stupid and then he said i ruined his whole day and he just hates me i swear he just wants me to die and i want to die too i just fucking hate my life i wanna cry so bad right now but i can’t let myself. how i am telling it isn’t as bad as how it really is everyday hopefully one day ill sleep and really not wake up.