My girlfriend of 1.5 years recently broke up with me and our relationship aside I feel like I’ve lost everything, I was moved out of the house and we had a cat together and I had a routine. My insomnia had been basically cured and life was easy. I’m able to acknowledge that some of her behaviours were super toxic throughout our relationship and even though I still think of the happy moments and miss her greatly it’s that pain mixed with the pain of losing a cat I’d raised since he was a kitten literally helping him get onto solid food, the pain of getting an average of 3 hours of sleep a week and being back in my parents house with my little brother. I love my family and I have friends but I feel completely alone, she was my whole world and when I didn’t have her I had our cat and now I’m alone all hours of the day and night unless I force myself to interact with my family. She’s already rebounded and moved on in a matter of weeks and she hates me. I don’t even know why. This sucks