i want to say the words "i love you, mommy" again. i want my real mother to stroke my hair, kiss me on the forehead and tell me it'll all be okay. i am so tired of hugging myself because no one will do it for me. i didn't want to lose her so early i want her back please please come back mom I need you so bad please please please I love you and im so sorry please please please just be there for me again i wonder why she chose to leave the world and leave us in a spiral of pain please please mom im so tired i cant do this anymore please please come back you could've took me with you i miss you and love you so so much even though we didnt have many memories