I wish i had someone to be a dom for me because ive had to lie about being an average guy... problem is im trapped in a dead end location and online is hell with too much verification. I've been frigid but I didnt want to be a easy pick me kind of partner. I do know that I need someone taking charge and that i wanted to be their best person... too bad im too cowardly. Laugh if you want but i feel safer when someone wants me to be the sub or support. At least nowadays for a small blip of the day I can present how I should, but itd be better for someone... ya know.