I didn’t know what catagory to put this under, but basically im younger and my dad died randomly not too long ago. My friends immediately started talking to me less. After 3 weeks absent, I returned and they all ditched me, and one of my best friends, stopped talking to me and replaced me with someone else. No reason why. I asked what happened. No response. i ended up getting with this guy, and it was me, him, and my best friend who lives far away. He ended up treating me like shit and making me feel bad for my dad dying when I already felt terrible, so I broke up with him. I had to apologize to all my old friends for being depressed because MY DAD DIED and I ‘ruined their lives’ when I didn’t interact with them because they didn’t bother with me. Now, my best friend who lives far away hasn’t been talking to me as much as is always leaving me on read, even if it’s important. My family makes my dads death about them. Idk what to do anymore.