I'm so tired… my mom recently lost her mom so I won't make it harder for her, my dad has to deal with work stuff so I won't bother him about it, my sister, and mom fight all the time and don't want to rant to her, I don't know what to do, I tried to km 5 times, 4 times backed out, 1 time just failed, I've sh before and my family didn't even ask why I wore hoodie in 100-70 degrees heat for 6 months when I was 10-11yr, I was so young and I still feel guilty for not telling them but know telling them will break their hearts, the president were i live literally hates everything I am, genderfluid and aroace, I'm so tired of dealing with everything