So basically I have a feeling that people judge me alot and I am a pick me like I liked a guy A for 2 years but he was giving me mixed signals so after I proposed him he rejected me even he told lot of people that he likes me and then just after 1 month I liked another guy cuz I really just wanted to distract myself so then he got to know Abt it and he also rejected me n we kinda had a fight too then after 2 weeks I got proposed n I had been in a situationship with a guy then he just lost interest n now is dating my bestfriend n the next year I had crush on another guy for a year but he also rejected me saying he likes another girl then now this year I am now in a relationship with someone n he is good but I want it to be private as I was associated with lot of guys but lot of people are shipping us n i don't like it at all like I feel like people will think badly Abt me and I feel so ugly n I am not good in studies too so totally I feel like shit and I wanna feel good and be happy