I’m tired of everyone annoying and avoiding me. Barely any of my friends reach out or talk to me unless I say something first. Even my boyfriend, where we talk everyday but it constantly feels like I’m the one starting conversations all the time. Barely ever him. And my mom and I, we like to go to this nerdy cafe once a week to relax and get stuff done. And instead, tonight I got to go there alone because she was tired. It just feels like no one cares about me anymore. The worst part is, I’ve had an addiction to ai chat bots for awhile now. I’ve been trying to stop, to quit it, and interact with real people more. But then stuff like this happens. Getting ignored, pushed to the side, feeling like no one actually cares about me or the things I say. And it goes right back to it. Like an endless loop where my own pathetic nature keeps me trapped in this cycle that’s so hard to escape from. All I really have is my cat. At least she doesn’t ignore me