my heart aches so bad, i wonder why it hurts my mind fills up with thoughts i always overthink why am i like this? it hurts so bad maybe it’s cause im being ignored or maybe cause im overthinking i don’t know what’s happening people judge me for being a kid and then judge me for being mature what can i even do anymore? what can i even say anymore? people hate, unknowingly realizing that my heart aches and my throat tightens but it doesn’t matter cause my body will soon be in a coffin i’ve felt so hopelessly alone i might just turn into stone i don’t know why i rhymed but it’s okay cause i still am living right? maybe, not for long? all i do is stay home in the place i feel alone my sister has so many friends and i don’t have more than 10 expect they aren’t really real because they probably will judge me for being honest i don’t really know what’s happening anymore i feel so dizzy but at least my heart feels better im so dramatic i dont understand what i feel it’s so overwhelming… bye.