Sometimes I wish I had a different mom. Not because my mom is bad, she’s a good mom, she feeds me, buys me things, stuff like that. But sometimes I just wish she was different. She’s always angry, always yelling, always complaining, and constantly stressing me out. And sometimes I can’t help but pass by a short or TikTok where I see moms treating their children with so much patience and active love and I just can’t help but wish I had that type of relationship with her. But I’ve come to realize that I’ll never actually have that type of relationship with her. She only ever shows me some sort of affection when she needs something from me. But she never seeks me out, and when I need her emotionally, she either yells at me or makes it about herself. Shes not bad. She has her flaws. And I wish things were different.