I just dont know if i should stay with my boyfriend anymore, we've made a new acquaintance this year, ever since i feel like ive been getting less important so to speak. We're both artists, so we used to share a lot of activities together, but now all his focus has been on this friend I'll call Z, he's been spending more time with them in activities ive proposed we do together, yet he never actually proposes to do anything of the sort with me. Its been ages since he's had the initiative to do stuff with me, we dont do art together anymore, we dont discuss shows or characters or whatnot, hes always so very shy about writing and doing roleplays and such with me, but it just so happens that he's done one with Z more recently than the last time he even proposed the idea to me. Weirdest part is its extended to adult topics and media, not of themselves he claims, but i know for a fact theyve been drawing and showing each other nsfw material, and it started without me knowing. Fuck do i do