a little while ago i was sexually assaulted in in a different country on a school trip and everyone on the trip knows, gossip. we were in a club and i got left by the group for only a second. now i feel like everyone around me is treating me differently. wether it be pity, or genuine empathy, everyone is walking around on eggshells when it comes to me. a lot of people were also mad that i was wallowing in sadness for the rest of the trip. i don’t know when i will be able to feel whole. or if ill ever be able to feel like it wasn’t my fault i was assaulted, because it really feels like my fault. maybe im being too self pitiful rn idk anymore
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