no matter what i try i can’t be honest with my feelings and i can’t be vulnerable around the people i love, even those closest to me. it really bothers my girlfriend and i don’t know how to fix it. i cant just tell her “yeah i actually HAVE tried killing myself repeatedly, i just tried yesterday :3” like i cant just TELL her that wtf do i do she KNOWS something is wrong but i cant fucking casually tell her i don’t even care about getting better because im too focused on trying to finally die. PLEASE tell me someone here has advice
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