i hate my family i hate living i hate myself i hate being alive i dont know why i was born my boyfriend canceled our plan saying that his parents said no bc he's gonna be busy planning a trip but he told me that hes going to a beach bonfire with his coworker friends which isn't even required to attend for him and he literally has time to see me it just feels like he doesnt care enough but at the same time maybe there is a reason why i am being treated like this bc i fucking hate myself too i hate how i cry so easily i hate how emotionally sensitive i am i hate how i talk i hate how i cant control my emotions i hate that i cant be a better person no matter how much i try
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