I recently started to cut myself, and I don't know how to stop. I end up cutting myself almost everyday now because I'm addicted to the pain and how my skin feels when being cut. I hide it from my friends and family because I don't want to seem like I have it worse and I dont want to be seen as weak. Also, around 3 years ago, a family member of mine found out about a scratch that I did to myself on my wrist, (I used to scratch myself but then switched to cutting if that makes sense) and they got so angry at me, yelled at me, and said hurtful things that made me feel like I wasn't loved. I am afraid to reach out to get help because I don't want that reaction again. I am trying my best to stop cutting, and I hope that I get better soon.