I feel like I’m a nobody. I feel useless. I have so many dreams and jobs I want to be but most have already disappeared from me as life went on. I hate the old version of myself. I feel like I have no purpose. Nobody cares about me and I have no meaning in life anymore. I don’t care anymore. I no longer care if I lose my friends. I don’t care about love. I think I should just give up now. I can’t love anyone. Because my whole life I’ve loved one person that felt perfect to me but I wasn’t good enough. He didn’t care. So why love anymore. It’s useless. I feel weird. Nobody cares. Why can’t somebody care about my feelings why can’t anyone care. They all think I mweird. I try loving the people I love but they don’t love me so why should I care anymore. I feel like an idiot. Loving people that don’t even care. I hate myself. I hate all of them as well. My friends are fading away from me I’m constantly falling down in a deep ocean with no escape why. Can’t somebody just actually care?