I'm tired of going over potential conversations over and over in my head, knowing it may never happen and may never go the way I intended. Not just a want, but I NEED to let go. Let go of all the possibilities for people who never cared or tried to get to know me, to hear me out, or even reach out. Too polluted by their expectations, projections, judgements, and ego's desires to ask me questions. Too polluted by society's need to divide us simply due to our gender. They fell for it and they gladly enjoy it. They rather put words into my mouth and put strings on my body rather than see me as a person. They just disregard and rob me out of my autonomy. Something I would never do to them. So why do I care so much? I have always known the answer anyway. The closure is I need is within myself. I hope I never see and talk to them again. There's a reason as to why I cut them out of my life.