Lately, Ive been going through this never ending cycle of self loathing and it weights on me greatly. My inner thoughts tell me really hurtful and horrible things… like how i am undeserving of love or that im a terrible girlfriend. Hearing those things on repeat hurts, but it hurts even more when its never ending because its my thoughts. I feel like i dont have anyone to talk to about this, not even to my partner… I feel lonely and scared. :( i wish i felt the opposite about myself, that i was capable of being loved and felt worthy. Idk how to stop this cycle… ive had it for years to where its just normal to me atp.