im so so so tired of my parents. Everything I do is annoying or bad and im the ultimate failure. Some days it seems like they wish they hadn’t had me, and I very often feel like rectifying that. I seem like a perfectly happy, smart, straight-A, friendly girl, but every day I get home and become a shell who can only find solace in playing a dumb video game or drawing. I can’t talk to my friends because they brush me off or get triggered by how I really feel, or I’m not ready to be open with them. Sometimes I wonder if it would be better that I died.
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