I wish I had a family that loved me like I love them. I’m fresh outta high school. Unemployed and always job hunting, gonna go to college soon, can’t drive. I get that I’m not the ideal daughter. I just wish I could get some help. All my friends have parents that are actually there to teach them how to drive, how to do things, give them advice, my parents just expect me to google everything and call it a day. It’s not that I don’t wanna learn. I do. I just can’t do everything on my own. I just want some guidance. Some help. Is that so much to ask? To want my brothers to actually respect me and not call me a bitch? For my mom to keep her promises? For my dad to not look at me like I’m a humiliation? I love them so much. I changed my career path, my fucking DREAMS for something that would make them happy. It’s never enough. I’ll never be enough. I just want them to love me.