I genuinely don’t even know what to think about myself anymore because my friends are pressuring me to love myself, but I know that I don’t wanna love myself when it’s genuinely so hard. I have to pretend that I love myself whenever they say how are you doing and I’m like I’m doing super good and they’re like oh send me a picture of yourself and I’m like I really don’t want to but I do it anyways and you’re like oh my gosh you’re so pretty and I’m like no I’m really not. I’m really ugly and they’re like no you’re not you’re so pretty you’re so pretty you say that you’re pretty and I’m like OK I’m pretty and then they get all happy and stuff that I genuinely hate myself and I don’t think that I’m pretty at all whatsoever.