I truly try my hardest to be strong not show emotions to people but every night I cry myself to sleep. Used to do self harm I really want to do it again idk I'm just at a point in my life that depression is really taking over me I'm barely a teenager feeling like this. My family really don't care about me they act like they do but they don't.Having a parents die at a young age is not for a day I just don't want to live life no more