Honestly, my boyfriend and I, of a year and a half, broke up a few months ago, but got back together. during the period of which we were not together, he tried to hit me with a truck, and tried to essentially just ruin my life. anytime i seen him, he would yell "stupid bitch" or something on the lines of that. i decided to get back with him and all and forgive him for his actions due to him just being upset about the situation. I had asked him if he had been with anyone during our break, and he replied with the name of one of my friends in middle school. I was upset at first but we were broken up, its not like he did anything wrong. he had said that was it. today, 2 of my closest friends call me and say they found out he had sexual intercourse with 2 seperate women, 2-3 weeks after me and him had broken up. am i really that worthless..? was our relationship rlly nothing..? and now that im back with him, i have to ask for pemission to go out with my friends, and ti eat. Then, he ask 4 $