My social worker makes me feel sick.I hate her. I self harmed once and then they made it this huge thing and now i want to do it again. I'm only 12. I never wanted to see my father leave, I never wanted to have an abusive step-dad, I never wanted this body, I never wanted to be homeless, I never wanted this stupid life. I want to kill myself but if I tell then I only get "God will save you". i'm not gonna get saved. The social worker is now saying that to my siblings i'm an outcast since i am a half sibling to them. I grew up with them. What started as a little joke got her to be more involved. JUST LET ME DIE. By the time you read this ,i might already be dead. I would like to say that i love you, i don't know who you are but you are an amazing person. Goodbye