Lots really Im AuDHd and cant stop just eating. I know why I should but I just et ll dy and dont care and then t night I cry because im so fat (180kg). I have a partner but we've never been very sexual. Also just down with life. It seems so hard. I have more friends than I thought I ever would during my bullied youth, I have people to go for a drink, a walk, a meal but whe I think if I have anyone I can truely talk to I feel so alone. I just feel so fat and sad. I was very depressed as a teenager over 25 years ago but if I keep busy im ok. I work hard in a tough industry.