im currently in a situation where i am thinking of just ending it all but i dont want my girlfriend to go through that grief i am just in a state of limbo where I am wholly aware of the sources of my problems but cannot cut it off because i am dependent on them. so stupid to know that i know that people will help me if i just ask but i dont want to inconvenience them like that as it involves money and i am already at age where i can be working but i still want to pursue my studies without distraction ahhhhhhhh fucking life sucks like shit cant kill myself but i dont wanna live
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