I’m really upset because I want to do things with my family and I assume we’re having a good time (I’m leaving for college in a month) and I want to make every moment last this summer when I’m not working. Only issue is that it feels like my family doesn’t really even fucking want me around. I mean, I’ll go in wanting to spend time with my brother, but then I get told “he’s humoring me” and “I don’t even really want to.” It feels like my entire family hates me. I don’t know where to go. My parents are practically divorced. The only way they aren’t is through a piece of paper. This has been long, hard, and difficult for everyone. And my brother feels like doing stuff with me is “humoring me.” That stings. Also, my younger sister is just a mean girl. She acts like every mean girl I went to high school with. This is all mostly my fault tbh. I have borderline personality disorder. It makes me hard to love. That’s okay. It just stings the more I think about it. Thanks for reading.