She calls me fat, annoying, boring, too much, and everything that she knows I struggle with. And then the ONE time I try to stand up for myself, she doesn't even apologize for the years of suffering she's caused me. I had to apologize to get the conversation over with. She rubs it in my face that she doesn't have parental controls when that's my BIGGEST insecurity. She won't let me talk about the things I like, even when she's not listening or even in the conversation. Maybe A was right. She really is a narcissist. But I left the one person who really understood to make her happy. I'll never get better. I've lost myself trying to BE myself while still fitting in her guidelines. I'll NEVER be the girl I was. Happy. Carefree.
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