my family has recently got really into church and religon. we live in the Bible belt. just a month ago we never went to church not even for Easter or Christmas. i dont believe in god nor any other religion. im also gay and have known since i was a kid. i feel so alone. all they do is go to church and church events. they dont go anywhere unless its church related. we live paycheck to paycheck with my abusive grandfather any time anyone wishes we weren't in this situation my mom just chirps about 'praying' and 'turning to jesus' instead of actually trying to get a better job.