I'm so ugly and fat that it feels like I'll never find a partner. I'm a guy and everytime I look at myself I can't help but think no woman will ever want me. I have difficulty talking to other people (not just women) but I still crave interpersonal connection. I wish I could have a friend group like in some Disney film or anime and go on magical adventures, but I can't. All I can do is my job and then go home and pass time until tomorrow where it repeats. I want a girl to comfort me and love me and to do the same in return.