I hate My house, i live with My parents and its horrible. I like to hurt myself. But its not with a knife.. its with little bread clips or whatever. It feels good to hurt myself and i dont want to stop. My parents threaten me a lot and i hate it and i just want to die. I want to live with My grandma since she’s amazing, its better than here. I just wanna cut myself with a real blade but i cant hide it and im kind of a pussy.