Oh my days, I'm so done with people and this fuckass world right now. My ex just asked me a question that will always be so dumb to me "She was always with me, around me when I needed you the fucking most!" Like, are you kidding me? I've been with him when he was in the hospital for harsh self harm to himself, I was there when he was fat but I still loved him, I was there when he was at his lowest, I was there when his family cursed at him, especially when I was there even when I was at my lowest MYSELF. We've just broken up and be finally exposes his true self, i feel like the most foolish pet on earth. Clinging myself onto a person who doesn't even want me even when I hope.
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